Monday, April 25, 2011

Still Hurts

This feeling will never go away and it sucks. I miss my baby more than words can express. It's unbelievable that something so beautiful and precious can be taken away in the blink of an eye. I would have been an amazing mommy. I know I'm not ready but I would have done everything I could to give that baby an amazing life. I wish I had a belly and were doing art projects for the baby. There were so many things that I looked forward to. I was absolutely scared but it was something that I wanted so much. The best things in life are those that are unplanned. I truly do believe that. I hope my baby knows how much I wanted it. I wish it was still inside my tummy growing bigger and bigger everyday :(

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