Excited :)

I'm very excited for tomorrow. Nicole's family has invited me over to their house. We are going to have pizza and lemonade and celebrate Nicole's birthday. There is going to be a slideshow that I am VERY excited to see. I love getting together with her family. They feel like my family as well. We understand how each other feels and we relate to that because we all miss Nicole so much. Whenever I am in that home I feel her. I feel her presence and spirit. I never thought I could miss somebody so much. I can honestly say that I think about her every single day and miss her so much more each day that passes by. It's hard to find a true friend that completely understands you and never judges you-just tells you straight how it is. My favorite thing about Nicole was her laughter. It was so adorable and deep but girly. I can picture it in my head right now. I can hear it and I'm laughing with her. Well, that's all I have to say for right now. I miss Nicole very much but I'm glad that we are all sticking together and remembering her. I know that she would be very proud of us for continuing to carry out our lives the best we can. The love I have for her continually grows because she is still a part of my life. Everything I do I feel like she is right beside me. When I take drinks I always give a shout out to her. Oh Nicole. I miss you dear. I love you. Hope to feel your presence tomorrow.