Balled my eyes out last night because I miss my friend. Some days are okay. Some days are really hard. Other days when I think I'm fine, all of the sudden I think about her and sadness overcomes me. Sometimes it's almost too much to handle.
I never knew I could miss somebody so much. I know she would be telling me to knock my shit off, but I can't. She understood me in a way that nobody else really ever has. She took the time to listen and see past the rough exterior. She knew who I was. She loved me. And I loved her.
Nicole and everything she represented will always be embedded in my heart. It's not always enough though. I want more. I want her. Here. It's selfish, but it's the truth. I don't know how I can make it the rest of my life without her.
"You may think you know me, but you really have no idea."
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