A Letter To You My Dear

Well hello there,

I miss you. I think about you every single day, but I'm sure you already know that. I know you don't want me to be sad but it's hard because I love you so very much. I know that last time I saw you, that last time I said goodbye, you were trying to tell me you loved me too. I wish you were here because I have so much to tell you and so much I need to hear from you. I know you're still here in a sense, but it's just not the same.

When I was at your house a few weeks ago I felt you. I could feel your presence everywhere. I'm pretty sure you were there because I felt your arms around me. I hope it was you :)

Thank you for being my friend. You are one of the sweetest, most beautiful people I have ever met. You had the most amazing smile and laugh. The way you scrunched up your nose was oh so adorable. I can picture it now. When it seemed like nothing was going right you gave me a reason to smile. The whole time I was with you all the craziness seemed to drown out.

It's hard right now because it makes me cry when I think of all the memories we could be having right now but never will. I am in no means ungrateful for the time we had together because it was amazing, but I wish there could have been more.

I hope you found a beautiful place in Heaven. I hope you've found some peace and are adjusting well. I'm sure you are. You always make friends so easily because you were just so awesome!

Please know that I love you. I always will. You will always be apart of me. You have this special place in my heart and I carry you with me everywhere I go.

Don't worry about me. It will eventually get a little bit easier. You were just such a big part of my life, especially the last few months of your life. You wanting to spend time with me meant so much and I hope it meant the same to you. Until we meet again, which I know we will...it isn't goodbye, just see you later.

With so much love, your friend, Rach <3