Misused/Truth

I feel like I try so hard, only to be misused. I'm putting myself out there. I'm being exactly who I am and I really don't know what people think about that. But I can't stay stuck. If you're my friend-my true best friend-then let me know. I don't want to have relationships with those who are going to leave me, betray me, which has recently been happening. "You have too much shit going on." Well, yes, my good friend died, my brother was sent to Salem in a juvenile corrections facility, he could possibly be schizophrenic, I have had tonsilitis the past six months, and I'm very depressed and anxious about everything. Yes, I have issues, a lot more than one person should have. But I don't sit and complain about it. I don't even tell people. So to everyone-let me know that you're there and that I can always count on you and talk to you when needed. If this doesn't apply to you then you might as well be like all these other motherfuckers who have deleted me on fb for no reason that I know of other than what they don't know. Sorry if it's confusing, but I'm tired of giving so much and getting nothing in return. Please just be there for me. Text me. Call me. Let me know you're there. Love to my true friends.