It's been awhile since I've posted. Things have been a little crazy plus I've kept pretty busy. I started my internship. It's going really well. I enjoy working with the kids, though it's a little tough when they're out of control. I have 2 weeks down and 3 left to go. I'm already dreading the end because you get so close to the kids. I see them more than I see my family.
I've been having a hard time letting go of Addison. I love her so much and I wish I had a big belly bump to show off. I would be so proud of my baby. I have definitely been avoiding my friends who are pregnant. It's just way too hard. The closer I get the more sad I feel.
I saw a man at one of the schools today who looked just like Steve. I hate that I have to be reminded of him. I hate to admit this but it made me upset because I do miss him. He is such an asshole and the things he said and did are unforgivable but there are still good feelings there...
"You may think you know me, but you really have no idea."
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