Thursday, February 24, 2011

Tomorrow...

I would be almost 8 weeks and get to hear my baby's heartbeat. It's so sad. So many people I know are pregnant and I'm so happy for them, but also sad because my baby didn't make it. It's so hard for me to accept. I just feel like it won't happen again. I wonder if I want it to. I want the baby I had, not a different one. All I do is cry about it everyday and it's really hard. Tomorrow is going to be awful because all I will think about is what I lost. I try to be positive but that's the only way I can think about it right now. I miss my baby and I wish so much that it was still in my tummy.

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